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Lleisa

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[09 Nov 2008|04:31pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

so today is me and nates one year. I can't believe it already. The year went by so fast. But seriously turning 21 and having the most awesome boyfriend ever is prob the best thing to ever ask for.

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[12 Jun 2008|10:25am]
im still alive.
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[20 Apr 2008|05:13pm]
my holiday is tomorrow.
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[22 Mar 2008|04:10pm]
i get to party tonite.
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[14 Feb 2008|11:39pm]
Best Valentines day ever. Hands down. <3
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[09 Jan 2008|11:21am]
Well its been two months since I've posted anything. Anyway life is great no complaints, today is me and nates two-month which is awesome. He really is an awesome boyfriend, and we have so many good times, never any bad times. 2007 came to a close with me semi-passed out, but I still got my new years kiss which is all I wanted. In the beginning of the year, I was so angry at life, I hated relationships, and generally a lot of people. I was scared of new experiences. I turned to drugs to help numb everything, but when that doesn't even help anymore you have to hit rock bottom to get back up. The summer came drugs left me and I had few people in my life that stood next to me through thick and thin, including Tony, he I started to date. Unfortunately I broke it off because I didn't have reciprocating feelings for him, I always had them for Nathan. 2007 was one of the best/worse years of my life. I will never regret anything I've done that year. What's in the past is in the past, and now 2008 is in the present. I have no new years resolutions. But maybe ill start going to the gym.
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[10 Nov 2007|09:00am]
Nathan riley pacheco asked me to be his girlfriend!!! I'm so stoked. Who would of saw that one coming?
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[03 Oct 2007|08:33pm]
i love time to myself now. i feel better now. no more sadness.
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Wouldnt be the first time [24 Sep 2007|08:34pm]
Well children. Its been so long since i have posted to this thing. First off my summer was amazing. I had a relationship, but unfortunately we both wanted different things. So we broke it off. I swore to myself that i will never do certain things like listen to certain songs like bush's "glycerine" and blue octobers "she's my ride home" bc it still reminds me of him. I cant listen to linkin park because it still reminds me of him. I cant stop thinking about him because he was the first person that i actually loved. I never knwe that would ever happen but it did. Now im single and i love it but at the same time i hate it. Now im dealing with other certain things. How the hell do i tell my best friend who has feelings for me that i do feel the same way but i cant be in relationship with him. Why may you ask? Because a.) i like someone else. b.)im selfish and he is way to sensitive for me. I cant take sensitive guys right now. I cant take relationships right now. I want time on my own. This is the most fucked up entry i have ever written.
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[17 Aug 2007|10:56am]
Dont Worry, im still alive. Summer is nearing an end and i havent had any disappoinments suprisingly.
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[07 Jul 2007|12:09am]
Today was chill. I got my nails done, went shoping and got cute clothes, got hair extensions, hungout with my best friends, and got pizza with my little brother. Today was my last day ever as a teenager. For some people its not a big deal, but for me its a closing on a chapter of my life. Something that I will never have ever again. Because basically I will be considered an adult. Looking back I have no regrets about anything I have ever done because at one point, it was what I wanted. So in closing hopefully my 20's will bring something. Who knows what will happen. But for me I will just keep living and breathing in the moment.

There's being a kid. There's being an adult. And then there's that year in between.
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[20 Jun 2007|05:48pm]
Don't worry... I'm still alive.
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[09 May 2007|06:00pm]
Does anyone want to go to the Projekt revolution concert this year with me and anyone else. It has taking back sunday, my chemical romance, Placebo, mindless self indulgence, linkin park, Madina lake. I really want to go, and kno someone out there will be as stoked to go with me. I'm rambaling so yeah someone get back to me.
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[24 Apr 2007|10:16pm]
I love watching moulin rouge. It gives me hope.
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[20 Apr 2007|12:09am]
Yeah so its been weeks without any update. Go get nine inch nails newest album. Its brilliant. That's all I need to say.
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[28 Mar 2007|11:26pm]
Two things clear.

1. I'm emotionally drained.
2. I need to stop my bad habits.

End.
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[12 Mar 2007|12:19pm]
Alrite my mental week to myself started sunday nite. I'm not going out with friends till Friday. I hope I can handle staying home with my family for one week. I can't remember the last time I actually did. Prob high school. I need time alone to figure out shit.
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[09 Mar 2007|08:17am]
Well gee, now I know what its like to bail friends out of jail. Its been a great week.
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its the end of the world as we know it...and i feel fine. [02 Mar 2007|12:55pm]
So my background is completely turned into a waterworld. But tonite is the shop reunion. I'm so stoked! I'm sure they'll be tons of pictures.
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[26 Feb 2007|09:24pm]
Hmmm let's see. How the hell did I go from being completely single, to dating three guys at once. To being good friends again with the well don't know how to still classify him. God I love the weekends, especially the past few ones. A lot of stuff randomly happens.
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